حمايتها

now it seems you think I am no longer a fun friend.
I started to fuss when you make a mistake.
I started to make you do things you don't like
I started to suck.
I know that.

but Muhammad, do you know, i did it because I love you
I won't to see you gloomy,
you sad, you become weak, and you feel lonely.
I want to delete all your sorrow.

when you feel there is no one at your side, you're wrong.
I was behind you, take care, watch your step.

when you feel sad, I am the most hurt.
whose could made you wistful?

when you feel happy of love,
I am one of the most tears,
even the tears could no longer represent the feelings of happiness.
then I want to guide you, guide you walk on your love.

and when you fail and fall,
I was not disappointed in you,
I want you to get up and stand up again.

You changed all my ambition.
when you said to me, "I'm hungry"
then I tried to become the best cook

when you said to me, "I'm tired"
then I tried to be the best servant

when you said to me, "I'm sorry"
moment with all my heart ruins,
I tried to be the best entertainer.

but why did you not say to me
"I'm happy", "I'm lucky", "I fell in love"

probably because you do not want to see me die without dreams and ideals.

أريد أن الابد جنبا الى جنب معكم ، حتى في الوقت الذي أصبح الذكور البالغين ، وأنت تسير أن يتزوج من فتاة تحب ، كنت لا تزال أخي

memo

gimana gua mau tau kalo lo ngga pernah bilang?
gue diem bukan ngga peduli, gue diem karna ngga tau harus ngapain sama lu.
lu temen gw, gw ngga suka ngeliat lu kesiksa, sedih sendirian.
kalo emang berat untuk diungkapin, gw harap lo bersikap lebih dewasa sedikit menghadapinya.
jangan cuma gara-gara hal nggak jelas gini lo jauhin gw, menghindar sok2 ngga bisa ngelupain. atur diri lo baik2, gw paling ngga suka kalo lo nyampurin masalah hati sama kehidupan sehari-hari.

gw ngga minta lo ngomong, ngga sama sekali, malah menurut gw emang ngga usah.
dewasa laaa sedikit, masa cuma gara2 ginian, GINIAN doang, artinya hal yg sebenernya sepele, bukan lu nya yg sepele, masa lo pergi...??

bangkitlah kawan, ayo kita teruskan perjalanan kita yg masih panjang terbentang.
gw mau kita sama-sama menjemput impian masa depan yg indah. di sini tempatnya, jangan mundur, jangan pergi.

dari dulu udah pernah gw bilang, lu cukup spesial di hati gw, karna lo teman yg sungguh sangat berharga :)

i feeling soooo blame

there's many people around me, who loves me, and actually take care of me.
but now i just make them disappointed to me...

it's all because i can't dividing my time for them,
they all always no time for me, but not me

they all always trust me, but i'm repeatedly do the same mistake.

and now I already know how honest and straightforward they are to me
but I'm wasting their affection.

and you know how stupid i'm

well, no wonder if someday they decide to leave me alone