i feeling soooo blame

there's many people around me, who loves me, and actually take care of me.
but now i just make them disappointed to me...

it's all because i can't dividing my time for them,
they all always no time for me, but not me

they all always trust me, but i'm repeatedly do the same mistake.

and now I already know how honest and straightforward they are to me
but I'm wasting their affection.

and you know how stupid i'm

well, no wonder if someday they decide to leave me alone